I’m lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I do not know I’m feeling but goodbyes are better. I don’t want to get hurt further. I don’t want you to get hurt either. This is the best way. And I can’t really hold on any longer. It gets harder and harder.
If you never felt anything real for me, it’s okay. I still love you.
“What doesn’t kill me, never made me stronger at all”
How many years it has been? It’s like just yesterday, when I was still smiling at the moment we’re together, the moments when I hear your voice, the moments when we both dream together and the moments wherein we’re still together.
How are you? How’s life? Is there anyone whom you like right now? How is she? I guess she’s pretty and smart. Maybe athletic and hot. I guess she’s famous in your school.Maybe everyone thinks you guys are perfect for each other. You do things together. Maybe playing games you loved the most. She holds your hands like it was never been held before. You love her and swear not to break her heart.
I’m grateful if you’re happy now. Me? Well, it’s been fucked up for me from the past years since we separated. Oh! Don’t worry, I’m not blaming you. It was my fault/ I was too immature for you. I was too selfish that I didn’t notice you’re having a hard time with me. Sorry if I can’t that lady whom you dreamed of. I know you always said that I’m the one you’ve dreamed of. Well, I knew that you just said it so I wont get mad.You always say I’m your world but I have a bigger world. In real, you are the reason why my world is revolving. Because I love you. I love you then, I love you now, I love you always, I love you forever. It’s so funny to say forever. But, I can’t imagine anything without you. Though, I’m all alone now.
I’m surviving? Yes, maybe. But it’s because I’m hoping to see you. Your smile, your eyes, your face, your whole self. It’s what keeps me going. But you know what, I’m gradually losing it. I’m sorry.The pain, sometimes get through my nerves. But do not be worried, my heart, it’ll never be tired. I’ll wait for each day, till the day when we reunite as one again.
I miss you.
I just miss you.
I miss everything about you.
I miss you.