11/18/16 - B. :)
B asked me to go with J and him to a dog cafe this coming Saturday. Actually a few nights ago, I told him to hangout with me. But that was just a talk since my mind is crying out, I just need something to talk about and I know he’ll listen to me. He actually pmed me suddenly when I just posted something vague, he wants to know what happened. soooo okay back to the dog cafe
I was actually gonna say no. Because idk i was not in the mood to talk to anyone or to go anywhere. im feeling down and tired. So he said that J is coming with her bf. And I need to be there so that B won’t be a third wheel (HAHAHHAHA I laughed at this reason actually)
Sooooo. Okay, I don’t want to intrude their friendship even tho I know B and J. Buuuuut if Bryl wants to go okay why not. Especially it’s his first time travelling to QC alone. But I’m stil 50/50
Then night came, J pmed me saying B was actually concerned and asking for suggestions where should we go so I’ll feel better.
That was thoughtful! I think there’s no person for the past years who was actually worried for me. I mean, I’m a cheerful shit yes but deep down theres something bothering me. Anddd ughhh he’s travelling to QC for this.
And Jay hahahhaha. She’s actually going to leave us alone XD because she and her bf needs a private time as well :)
Fuck. is this a date? what should I do? what should I wear? Makeups? And what the hell im gonna sayyyy???????